2 dogs for sale

i'm selling or giving away 2 dogs. Prenamed Frank and Barkley but feel free to rename, dumb and dumber or stupid and stupider, whichever you choose. Frank is a boy but he's confused so you can make him out to be whatever you want for a dog. Barkley is good for an old man or woman, PLEASE take them!!! If people ask where you got them, tell em you found them, i'm not supossed to be getting rid of these "pets."

today...

Today I have

* stayed in my pajamas until 2pm
* changed my clothes at least 3 times
* eaten at least 3 string cheese just to read
the corny jokes on the inside
* seriously considered changing my last name
* felt sad
* considered misbehaving
* spent countless hours with 2 brainless dogs
* realized when I cry over certain things I get a bloody nose
yea, weird, right?

Another loooooooooooooooooooooooong day of nothingness, I met with my cardiologist who was just as frusterated as me with my health, my blood pressure being so up and down and never "normal" he took me off steroids which will just be restarted once my body freaks without them, its just a never ending frustration that seems to always lead to me being ill.

i think maybe my thinking today is clouded, i'm a little down as my youngest sister left town today, i'm missing JC alot and in general don't have a good sense of wellbeing. I have a hard time leaving the house, my face looks like a hairy balloon and I KNOW everybody is seeing that, if it weren't for docs and church I would probably be at home all day with the curtains closed.

out for now.

no title

i'm feeling a little down, I can't seem to get on top of my health, my blood pressure is now running very high as well as my heart rate, something that happened right before my 1st seizure. I'm sure its my nerves, I have alot of fear being away from the hospital and having so many problems.

however, today was productive, went job searching as usual and completed my "to do" list, which is rare for me :) The puffiness of my face is starting to go down which always makes me feel better, I hate looking like an ooompa loompa(sp?) me and H don't even look like twins anymore :(

this is life I guess, one hardship for another?

HOME!!!

So, i'm home. I think I was going on day 10 in the hospital. Way to long and way to frequent stays for me. I think the worst is over though, no more seizures and my tummy is feeling good. I'm bummed I missed church though, guest speaker Bro. Krantz :) was preaching and I missed it.

Sarah's in town, yay!

out for now, i'm tired.

day 7 blues

Its day seven of being a "resident" of Oroville Hospital, I wonder if I should pack all my stuff and bring it to the door step of the hospital. Goal is to be out tomorrow, I had a great day health wise, walking when i'm able and YES complying with the medical staff.

Sarah comes in tonight, i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited its helping keep the hospital based depression away.

i'm going to sign off because my room-mate is hacking her phlem filled lungs up and its grossing me out and I don't want a piece of her lung to land on me.

thanks again everybody for being there for me, having visitors helps me focus on getting well:)

out for now

ps.
Holl and Sis. K I fixed the title of my last post, maybe yaga was word in German

i'm feeling better yay

Well its 10 o clock pm and i'm writing to you in the hospital. I was admitted in general for some other problem and they by accident found that I had a small bowel obstruction(very painful) I've been here for almost 6 days now and SO ready to go home.

I have had alot of visitors so thank you all for showing your support.

out for now, bathrroom is yelling for me to come visit