being home

So i'm finally home, I have been in and out of hospitals for various reasons for the past year, i'm now walking and graduated from wheelchair to walker to cane in a matter of a month so i'm pretty proud :)

Being home is great, I Love it.

injured

Wow! Its been awhile since i've updated, alot has been going on. I am at UC davis hospital, going on 2 weeks. I was airlifted here after shattering and breaking both my ankles and heels. So far i've had 1 surgery and my surgeon came down with meningitis so that puts my second surgery on hold for awhile. My left ankle is now held together with screws and plates. I'm going a bit stir crazy here but I have mastered getting myself to a wheelchair with almost no help.

God has had his hand upon me, when I first got here my blood pressure and breathing rate was very low and I ended up having to get a blood transfusion.

I'm not sure how long i'll be in the hospital but they've told me i'll be in a wheelchair for about 3 months and several months of physical therapy and possibly another surgery.

Please keep me in your prayers.
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I got in an accident last night, I hit the guardrail going about 60 mph...Thank God I walked away with minor injuries. God for sure had his hand on me. My mom met me at the hospital and I heard her talking to somebody but I was strapped down and could not see who it was and turns out it was Bro. Krantz.

I don't even know what to think of that, I feel such Love for this family and man of God.

Prior to this I got to spend a few hours with my mom and sister, that was major awesome.

thats all for now.

i'm so angry right now for all the wrong reasons. Could be lack of sleep mixed with other emotions, i'm not sure yet.

wired and ready

i'm wired. its 6:12am and I have yet to sleep. I surprise drove to Oro and brought my sister breakfast before work, I didn't realize she had another almost 2 hours to sleep...oops.

so i'm wired and ready

being approachable

I always want to be somebody who is approachable, meaning, if somebody needs/wants anything they can always come to me...anyway...my train of thoughts are out of whack at the moment.

Job corps......hmmmm. Well, my 6 month leave is up July 21st, 1 day before my birthday and things just aren't going as planned, plus, I want to be a normal 23 year old college student and not somebody living in a makeshift prison called job corps and learning something I won't be doing forever.

i'm just without direction, I think thats my problem. Other news, I got to spend time with Holly today and LOVED every minute of it!!! She has been so supportive, she is approachable...I feel like I spelled that word wrong...hm, oh well. Its almost 9 and my bed time :)

leaving NorCal

l made the decision to move to Vacaville to be with my youngest sister. I miss her so very much and though I have family and friends here in norcal I feel a move would be good.

I know this quote is nothing new but I realized how true it is "the only thing constant in life is change" and this made me realize that I need to just buck up and deal with change. I've had so much of it within the last month that its making me crazy!

Once again i'd like to give a shout out to my sis Hollyanna...I miss you, like alot alot alot. Same with Kev and mom. I Love you guys!

I'm crying as I type this and can barely see the computer screen, I wish that I hadn't of messed up so badly but things happen and people mess up and once again I just need to buck up and deal with the consequences of my actions.